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Name: Brittany
Birthday: 9/2/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: I like to read an to write poetry, i spend most of my time with my friends and boyfriend (sometimes), i like to go to the movies an to ride bikes an watch tv an Eat!! lol (this sounds gay...lol)
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
AIM:  Gothicchic42
MSN: Beaubiean@msn.com
Yahoo:  lilbadgurll
Member Since:
8/25/2004
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| Well, i havent wrote in here in like 1200 yrs. So i just up-dated my Lj so i figured i would up-date this too. Yea i got a new b/f. His names Tim, an hes really cool. He's n a Band called Art Of Change. ( check em out. ) > www.purevolume.com/artofchange lol. Yea hes the guitarist.
And Jen n Opp r Good.
So are Ryan n sAmmi
and Whitney n Mario
an Doug n Mel
...AN Cassie n Alan.
Well im out....this was a short entry.
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B®i††@ny | | |
| Well...im really begining to hate my dads house. I get blamed for everything while lil ole' harley sitts back like royality....my dad even gets it now. Heather is like the queen bee...i fucking hate bees...maybe i sould squash her..lmao. Or smoke her outta the house..haha. But yea...im getting sick of it. Shes obnoctious(<<spelt completely wrong.) But anyways...im out cuz im really bored...so ill up-date this later. Go to my livejournal to read about my weekend. ( hxckidssown ) | | |
| Well well....lets see here, i lost my mind yet again yesterday. I wanted to Die yet again yesterday...Well yesterday fucking SUCKED. But..(( theres always a but )) Today was alright. I was late to Voc, an i also found out that next Wed. I do not have to attend ANY skool wut so ever bcuz of my lovly Vocational Class...lol. Im so tired but i dont wanna go to sleep cuz i still have the un-fortuatly(<<sP?) wake up. But anyways....im watching Robin Williams: Live On Broadway....RENT IT...its fucking hilarious.
But im out cuz i cant think of a damn thig to right.
Joke: I got a new stero in my car yesterday, you say soul an it plays soul music...you say rock an it plays rock...well today these kids ran in front of my car an i yelled " fucking kids!!" an it played Michale Jackson!!
<3 Bp* | | |
| Last Resort
Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation no breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
This is my last resort
Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort
Suffocation no breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
Do you even care if I die pleading
Would it be wrong, would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mudilation out of sight
And I'm contimplating suicide
'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
I never realized I was spread too thin
Till it was too late and I was empty within
Hungry, feeding on my chaos and living in sin
Downward spiral, where do I begin
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself and no love for another
Searching to find a love upon a higher level
finding nothing but questions and devils
'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing's alright, nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I'm crying, I'm crying, I'm crying, I'm crying
I can't go on living this way
Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation no breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
Would it be wrong, would it be right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mudilation out of sight
And I'm contimplating suicide
'Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing's alright, nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I can't go on living this way
Can't go on living this way
Nothing's alright
-papa roach.
That is my song right now. I honestly wanna admit myself into a instution, just so i can get away from my house for a week...or even a month. I think itd might make my friends think differently about me but oh well fate is fate. Maybe i wasnt suppost ta have any friends. I dunno. Im going insane...i hear voices an see things happening that arent happening....hmm...maybe im pshyco. I think i need to be checked head to toe. i dunno, i need to get a CT scan. that might reveal something intresting. But im not sure, knowing e itll tell me that im perfectly fine. Or if i do get scanned itll be the day the thing glitches an i get fryed.
God damn i hate siblings. They cry an cry...til they get there way then when they do its all find an dandy. But the older ones get treated like "adults" we have to do this an do that an we have to watch over thur stupid asses. WTF i didnt have them god damned kids...i didnt have me...if was up to me i wouldnt of been born. I serve no purpose. I feel little, i have no hopes...not many dreams...im a complete an utter failure.
but i have to go now. I have to go on a paper route an go insane even more.
x Bp* x | | |
|  Well T-pot fixed this bitch...and hopfully when she comes down fer the summer she can hook it up with some muzik. Even tho this back ground is kinda depressin...i love it. It is freakishly eligant.
Man this week is kinda hectic...mid-terms an shit. New semester, and i hope i have classes with some peeps i kno or ill go clinicly insane.
This pic i saw on google. an it reminds me of my mind sometimes.._2003_akril_papir.jpg)
Just like hell.
well im out of here for now. So peace.
Hope you like 
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